想念您

鸿珠老师
这几天你还好吗
一路上顺利吗
是不是很想念你的家人
你的先生你的孩子
是不是很想念我们

你知道吗
这几天
有好多好多你的好朋友
有好多好多你的学生
到灵堂去为你上香
到灵堂去看你
还有很多很多人
会陪你走完你人生的最后一程

鸿珠老师
你不是说要我带男朋友去给你看的吗
你不是说要出席我的婚礼的吗

我到现在还是不想接受事实
我不要相信你已经离开我们了
看到你的遗照
是笑得那么开心
笑得那么灿烂

你还记得
每次我会学校找你和虹冰老师的时候
我们三个总会在那里有说有笑的
我好想念那些日子
我好想念您

自从踏出社会工作后
我都没有机会去学校找你
没有时间去学校看你
谁知道只是短短的两年
只是两年没有去找你
再一次见你
却是在这种时候
在你的灵堂上看着冷冰冰的你

上个星期三
才把捐款交给虹冰老师
我们大家都知道
你不会轻易放弃
你会很勇敢的很坚强的
去和病魔斗抗
我们大家都在给你加油给你打气
我们大家都在支持着你

知道你撑了很久
知道你辛苦了很久
我们都不能和你分担
只能在心里默默地为你祷告
希望你早日康复

现在
你终于解脱了
以后不会再有病魔缠着你了

现在的你
应该到了天堂
用你那灿烂的笑容
看着我们每一个人
你现在一定希望
大家都不要难过不要哭
你现在一定希望
大家能够笑着陪你走完这一程

鸿珠老师
我真的很想念你
我好想再听到你跟我说
“丽婷，你什么时候要带男朋友给老师看呀？”
我好想再听到你跟我说
“丽婷，你怎么每次都破费？人来看老师就好了呀”

鸿珠老师
我好想念你
真的好想念你

鸿珠老师，安息吧！

今天早上从新加坡进来新山
高高兴兴的和鹂和伟
一起去婚纱店看看他们的婚纱照
和SA讨论着配套的时候
手机传来了一封简讯
直接让我们傻了眼
直接让我们的心情跌落谷底
“我们敬爱的陈鸿珠老师离开了我们”

一直不让自己相信这是真的
翻找电话簿
虹冰老师的电话号码
按下了拨健
电话另外一头
传来了虹冰老师的声音
听得出虹冰老师在电话另外一头哭泣
我的心已经麻痹了
却又要故作坚强的安慰虹冰老师
挂了电话后
发了简讯给我的朋友
告诉他们鸿珠老师离开的事情

带着复杂的心情
来到了中华殡仪馆
虹冰老师原本已经平复的心情
又再次因为我而眼泪决堤

我和虹冰老师相拥而泣
眼泪真的无法自拔

我和鸿珠老师还有虹冰老师
关系很密切
经常和老师保持联系
所以这一次
心里更是难过

瞻仰鸿珠老师仪容的那一刻
我已经哭成泪人了
老师的脸已经不像她本人了
因为化疗的缘故
老师苍老了很多

虹冰老师应该是所有人当中
最最难过的
因为他们姐妹俩的感情
是最最最好的

鸿珠老师患病的时候
虹冰老师又要担心鸿珠老师
又要应付学生和老师的询问
又不能把真想说出来时
一定很难过

虹冰老师说
她会更勇敢的活下去
她要连鸿珠老师的份也一起活下去
她要把书教得更好
她要把鸿珠老师的那一份也交给学生

鸿珠老师是个很坚强的老师
虽然病魔缠身多年
可是他依然那么的勇敢地去面对病魔
他依然每天面带微笑的面对所有人
还鼓励学生

虽然已经没有力气再和病魔搏斗了
鸿珠老师今早还是要求她先生
带她到新加坡去接受多一轮的治疗
刚刚过了jb custom
在转弯处塞着车时
鸿珠老师一口气提不上来
就在她先生的怀里
离开了我们

从殡仪馆回到家
已经两个多小时了
我的心情还是不能平复
眼泪还是不能止住
一想到鸿珠老师
心理超难过的
看着和老师交流的地理笔记
种种画面涌上心头
不能接受老师已经离开我们

虽然我们南国老师的离去
但是往好的方面想
鸿珠老师解脱了
她自由了
她不会再被病魔折腾了

鸿珠老师
您安息吧
希望天堂的生活能够使你更快
我会想念着您

R.I.P.
一路好走

祈祷

今天趁休息日

七早八早的（虽然我笑赖了一下床）

特地从新加坡进新山

然后再搭车到宽中

见了兰姐、宝玲老师、阿六uncle

当然还有我最主要的目的

当然是见虹冰老师

向她小了解了一下鸿珠老师的状况

也把几个朋友的捐款交给老师

听说鸿珠老师的病情有恶化的迹象

大家都很担心鸿珠老师

不过

我们相信好人一定会有好报的

鸿珠老师在教书生涯中

拥有那么多学生的爱戴

老天爷一定会保佑她的

鸿珠老师

你要加油哦！

大家都在为你祈祷，为你加油呢！

紧张

前几次的婚宴

新娘们都紧张的不得了

有些紧张的哭了

有些紧张的怕跌倒

可是到最后

也都顺顺利利的度过了

他们人生中最重要的时刻

不知道

当我也当上新娘的时候

是否也是如此紧张呢

2010-01-15

Yesterday, there was a small party of 40
at my working place
all of us can't understand that
how come these people can celebrate
with full of joyous
after a funeral of their beloved
until the host came
we just know because of religion
they are roman catholic
they were celebrate that
their beloved had release from the sickness

I was a bit angry
when i heard that i need to pay
for the 2 missing premium wine
I really can't accept it as
it was not fully my fault
it's not that
i don't want to keep the 2 wines
but i got no time
when i was free
but it's not the cionvenience time for me to do so
boss told me that they will watch cctv
as this was not the first issue but second
but only 3 management staffs have the right to watch
but they were just totally not interested to do so
she just sent us few PICTURES and that's it

I really can't understand
if like this
why should they insert CCTV?!
is just so meaningless!!!!!
haiz.....

baby not at home

baby back to Taiping to visit his mummy for one week
i am so boring without him beside me
it's so hard for me to fall asleep every night
without him be by my side

i miss him so so much
fortunately, he will be back by tomorrow night

so happy that received his sms
and he shared with me a good news....

baby...i LOVE you....

雨过天晴

一切终于都雨过天晴了

家里恢复了以前的生气

大家有说有笑的

希望能够一直维持下去

bad mood

心情真的很不好

不知道该如何发泄心中的愤怒

为什么事情会搞到如此的地步

到底是什么事造成现在的你

你知不知道妈咪很担心你

你知不知道现在的你让我们觉得很陌生

你现在想要怎么样

你可以说出来

大家都很担心你

你不是最疼妈咪的吗

你忍心让妈咪这样担心你吗

Happy New Year 2010

New Year Eve, as usual
need to work and will be a busy working day as well

the day before...
i made some agar-agar..
for our New Year Party at my working place...

this time is much more better compare to my previous one
and the sweetness is just nice

12a.m., fireworks show at Marina Bay starts punctually
we are so lucky that no need to be in the crowd
but in our restaurant to see the 10 minutes fireworks show
it's nice but too bad my baby was not beside me
as he went back to JB

I make wishes during the fireworks play
and hope everything can be smooth
but in fact everything bad just started

I recieved my brother call when the fireworks finished
and the call really frighten me
he told me that his manager hit him
and the policeman was with him

never have the chance to join the party
but i need to rush from esplanade to west coast
the very first thing was that
the fireworks just finished...
a lot of people will leave
it's just so crowded

I walked around 15-20 minutes
just to get out to raffles city
then i walked from raffles city to General Hospital
then only i could get a taxi
boarding to the taxi and told the drive to get to west coast plaza asap

when i reached west coast plaza
i saw my brother and his chef and a policeman were there..
i asked my brother for the whole story
and i admit that my brother was wrong too
coz he shouldn't argue with the manager
but no matter how, why should the manager using violence?
the manager was using a pint beer opener to hit my brother
my brother left back head was swollen and blooding
his fingers and neck injured also

after the policemen left
the manager just like nothing happen
i really pissed off of that

what a great new year present for me and my family

the next day, both of my brother and the manager received warning letter
it's very unfair to my brother
even though he was wrong to and deserve the warning letter
but how come the one who hit other only get warning letter?!
what the F*** management

i already wrote a complaint email to the management
i really want to help my brother with this issue
if really nothing can do,
i will definitely take the legal action

i will definitely boycourt NEWYORK NEWYORK
and the rest of the restaurant of the group
e.g. THAI EXPRESS, XIN WANG HONG KONG CAFE
SHOKUDO CONCEPT, etc

Merry Christmas 2009

working on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day as usual
as working in F&B line
or i shall said working in service line
normally need to work on public holidays and special days

on Christmas Eve, we did have a very small and short party
and we did persuade steven to open his magnum Champagne Krug 1985 successfully
i like the taste of Champagne Krug 1985
acidity and fruity enough and not too dry

bull-shit for a while then we took some pictures
but due to the next day all of us gonna work at 10a.m.
that's why before around 1a.m. we called off for that day

~ MERRY CHRISTMAS ~

Outing with Friends

It's been a long time that i didn't meet with my taylor's junior.
Peggy came to Singapore for a short vacation,
and it's just so lucky that i am off on 19 December 2009,
so that we are able to meet up.

Even though it's only a 2 hours gathering,
but for me, is enough...
this short gathering is enough to make me feel like...
i am back to college life!!!!
i really miss my college life so so so much!!!!

After saying goodbye to them,
I heading to Vivo City to meet one of my ex-colleague...
We had a light high-tea section at Kim Gary,
Chit-chat and bull shit a lot...haha!!!!
This is another short yumcha section...

Around 6p.m., i heading to Orchard,
to meet with my darling ~ Ee Lee and David
due to christmas seasons...
Orchard is full of people...

having our dinner at Crystal Jade Hong Kong Cafe @ Orchard Central...
queuing for the table for around half hour...
finally we got a seat...
the food is just so so...
most probably we won't go back for the 2nd time.

Snap some pictures of Orchard Christmas lighting,
then we heading to our next destination - Mount Faber

When we reached Mount Faber was around 10 p.m.
David just concentrate adjust the camera to snap the "Christmas Tree"...

However, when he done his setting of the camera...
the lighting of the "Christmas Tree" shut off...
he looked so disappointed...
but me and Ee Lee were just so bad to laugh at him!!!! :p

Well, even though my camera is just a normal camera,
not the DSLR camera...
at least i had took some picture of it...
so it's still a worth trip to Mount Faber for me...

Waiting for around 20 minutes, the light still off...
so we decided to leave the place as Ee Lee and David still need to rush back to JB...

It's really a great day for me...
even it's really tired to rush and meet 3 groups of friends...

~ MeRRy ChRisTmaS ~